Jao312

I was reading a book about desire before bed last night. So I wrote down things I really desired. First, I want to have a good sleep every night. It sounds easy. But if you think carefully, how often do we rely on coffee to go through a day? Or how often do we feel exhausted in the evening? I feel that to have a good sleep, and to have enough sleep, are the most important keys to stay happy, patient, and energetic. So, to sleep as much as I want is on top of my list. Second, I want to eat to the extent I am satisfied. It sounds...not so easy. Ha. People who know me would know what I mean. Lately I have been thinking, to satisfy my desire is for myself, and to stay thin is for...who ?! As long as I am healthy and happy, I should feel comfortable doing so! (Am I Americanized?!) Third, I want to exercise as much as I want. To achieve this goal, the first two desires must be met. I would like to exercise 40-60 mins every day. It makes me happy. But it is just a dream goal. Forth, I want to have good chats a few times a week. This goal seems easier than the previous three cause it can be independent from the previous three. However, this is the only goal that I can not achieve by myself. This limitation makes it the most difficult desire to satisfy. After writing down my desires, I felt like a low-leveled animal. Eat, sleep, exercise...aren't these desires my golden retriever, or even fruit flies, or even C.Elegance would have? I just feel that in order to achieve long-term happiness, these are the things that really matter. And now, here comes why I had the motivation to write this blog. haha, of course it's because my desires are not satisfied. I did not sleep well because of all those final reports I had to grade. I ate unconsciously because I was troubled and stressed. I did not chat with any body.. I wanted to exercise but could not because of the bad weather and all those deadlines Plus, I can not imagine how much life will be like hell because of all the work i have to finish before home :( Why would people want cars, houses, or anything else, while the basic desires are so difficult to meet already :(